I’m hurt 😢

I notice my boyfriend ignoring me lately and I tried to talk to him about it but he just says it’s nothing or he just thinking.

He falls asleep earlier then usual then wakes up while I’m sleep to get on the game. I’ve tried to even spice up our relationship, wear sexy things, give him a peek all that kinda stuff but it doesn’t even excite him.

I feel like he thinks I’m ugly because I have put on some pounds. I’ve been trying everything to lose weight but I’m too lazy to even stay loyal to it. I walked outta the room a few minutes ago in a cute sexy outfit and he didn’t even acknowledge me.

I hate myself I don’t know what to do. I feel fucking useless. I hate going back down that road. I don’t want to. I hate being ignored and hurt. I was content with my weight but seeing him lose interest hurts so bad. 💔