A week from hell...

Abbie

So I tested for pregnancy last Tuesday and I saw a line!! Now I have an 11 month old baby boy so I was surprised to see a line!! So I took a digital the next day bc the line was faint and it came up positive. So I started telling everyone. So excited and my wedding is next Saturday so I was like oh yay my little family will be complete. So I wanted to get a line progression like I did with my son. Took a test the next morning a tiny bit darker. The next morning lighter...... I thought that was strange but was like well the tests are different. Next morning lighter and the one after that barely a line at all. So yesterday I sit down on the toilet and see spotting. Immediately took a clear blue digital and it came back not pregnant.... my heart was crushed. I had gotten at least 10 different positive tests so I knew I was pregnant but it didn’t feel right. After that I just started gushing blood and I knew it wasn’t my thing factor or anything so I just let nature run its course. I went to the dr today and I don’t have to have an D and C so that is a silver lining but I just feel empty. Anyone feel this way after such an early loss? Also my first miscarriage so any tips or what should I expect a couple days after would be helpful. Thanks again.