I'm so tired of feeling like this. between my unborn daughter dying, hating my body after being pregnant, and feeling like I'm missing something in my life. I hate my life, it's been so cruel and unfair. I live in misery while everyone lives their happy lives, pregnancy announcements, marriage announcements, graduations, New jobs, buying houses. I try so hard every single day just to live my life, get out of bed, go to work, laugh, and TRY to just be ok. I work out and diet so I can be happy with my body so one of these days I feel like I look good for my boyfriend( I know he doesn't care but I do) I'm just so tired of trying. I just want to be happy, I want to make piece with the crappy stuff in my life just don't know how...