Y’all I need help!!

Okay, so I’ve done something bad, and as much as I’m kinda judging myself right now, I ask not for judgment, but for advice.

Two years ago I started dating this guy, and at that time, he was the most of done anything with sexually, but it was always hard to see him, and so we did end up breaking up.

Earlier this year, I started dating this other guy who I’d been “talking” to for almost a year and a half. He was kinda immature and didn’t know how to grow up and decided to break up with me bc he needed “time to figure everything out”. 2 weeks later he came back and said he’d made a mistake and all that.

So basically long story short, right now, I’m “talking” to both of those guys. I feel so deeply for both of them, and as much as some people throw around the word “love”, I do love them both and I’ve only said that about 3 people. They’ve both been amazing, and beyond what I can ask for in a relationship, yet they’re so different. But I know I need to end one for the other relationship to actually come public and official and to just be honest.

As much as I love both, I feel like I’m cheating on them, and I don’t know what to do. Really all I can ask for is advice and maybe some comfort about how to do the right thing. Thanks ladies