Another month another negative

Natalie
I have high prolactin, test came back at 87. Had an MRI done and I have a 9x9x3.5 adnoma on my pituitary gland. I have been on Cabergoline for 3 or 4 months. I stopped taking ovulation tests because they were dictating my sex life to much. Has anyone else had to do anything like this? High prolactin and medication? It's hard to keep seeing negative tests, and all my friends have babies. Maybe I wasn't meant to have kids, maybe I need to occupy my life with other "things". More hikes, more vacations. 
I need to be less negative but it's hard.