So, my husband are trying to conceive #1. I can test tomorrow to see maybe if I can get a faint line. I ask that you pray for my family, we just left the hospital. My husband's 1st cousin and best friend died today. He was 31, same age as my husband. We were in there with him in ICU, when we had to watch him go. It's very hard right now, and my husband and I both want this month to be the month for us, but right now I'm almost scared to get a bfp, as well as a bfn. My husband and I have decided to name our baby if it's a boy after his cousin.