Surgery to cut me!!! :(

Well everyone,

I'm 9.5 months Post Partum and finally hit my breaking point. I still cannot have sex bc it hurts Soo bad I end up crying. Well I initially went back to my doctor around 10 weeks, after being cleared at 6, and she told me my uterus was still low. This was for sure not the case. Went back this morning and after she examined me she told me that I had some really bad scar tissue and was stitched up TOO TIGHT. And that I have to go in for surgery to correct it. Basically cut me again ( I had a second degree tear at birth) and cut out the scar tissue then sew me back up and give me estrogen to heal correctly as I'm breastfeeding still and my period has not returned.

Has anyone else gone through this?? Will it be as painful as I'm thinking? I'm so upset and want to be able to have sex again for mine and my husband's sake ! But I can't help but think I'll go through this and it won't fix anything!