I have amazing friends but I just feel like everything they do is fake (of course I have no proof but it's voice feeling, what I mean by that is the voices in my head ) I think they are just doing it because they feel bad for me. For example one of my friends he helped me with bullying and now where friends and when we spend time together I'm happy he makes he laugh and I make him laugh but as soon as he leaves I feel pained like he just feels sorry for me and I'm just a fucking weight on his shoulders and it's the same with the rest of my friends. I don't know what to believe them or the voices in my head. I feel so torn. Can anyone give me any advice or help?