depressed

Andreau • Milea

I usually don't write stuff like this on liv feed but couldn't help it here lately I been depressed and it seems like no one hears me my husband seems more and more distant from me I usually wanna talk and cuddle no he wants sex when I want conversation. It's so bad I tried killing my self more then the numbers on my hands and feet. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years have a two of the most beautiful kids in this world they are the only reason I haven't off myself. I'm so alone but have ppl to talk to me. and majority of the ppl I talk to it's just hey or they need something I haven't had a babysitter in over 2years my hubby tells me it's bullshit or get over myself. And in the end feel worst then b4. How can you just get over?