Pregnant & death

Friday my dad passed away. We had to pull the plug on him. I’m currently 33 weeks pregnant. I have severe anxiety & depression. I can’t stop thinking about my dad. He’s had a lot of health issues in the past few years. I still have the voicemails from him & every time I play them I cry more I don’t know how to deal with this pain it’s too much for me. He was so excited to meet his grand daughter. I didn’t get to say goodbye but I was at the hospital I just sat outside his room. It was too much for me to handle. I wish I could see him or talk to him again.