So it’s has just finally pushed me over the edge,

My mother when I was younger would just take the physical punishments too far, when I have explained it to others they questioned whether it was abuse or not. Now that I’m older (17), she has moved to more verbal fights. I’m in my finally year of school working my ass off to maintain my top marks of the grade. Yet she is constantly calling me worthless, a thorn in her side, an embarrassment.

I have been kicked out multiple times, spent nights at the park up the road. I have never intentionally ran away, never done anything illegal yet I am continually belittled by her, made to think I am a burden in the world.

When I confided in my friend who has help me many times with this, I expressed that I’m at a point where I just want her out of my life, my friend said that it would be the worst decision of my life, and that she is my mother and I should want her in my life. Yet she treats me so poorly. (Hope this makes sense)

Am I wrong to want her out of my life?