Bipolar and being a mother/wife

Right now as I type I’m having a minor panic attack. I’m hyperventilating and because my husband is housing friends at our place I’m trying to be as discreet as possible. I can’t breathe and I’m trying to keep my mind occupied. I was told by my therapist that I was displayed bipolar tendencies. I’m overwhelmed and haven’t had any break from my teething and screaming baby in a week. Ive been trying to be a good enough wife and I haven’t been succeeding and I doubt myself everyday. I am away from family/friends and I’m nervous. I’ve tried to keep myself together and I’m cracking. Has anyone felt like this?