move back to my country

Hi Mummas, I am married and i have 2 months old baby. We are living in Sydney-Australia at the moment.As immigran iy is hard for me to find full time job.Before baby we have just OK life.But now is different.So at the moment ww are living with parent in law.And as you know living with parent in law is not good specially with my parents in law.She always says something bad to my husband.And even believe it or not her son doesnt really like hia mum,but he love her but do not like her as a person (she like saying bad things about her son and now about me to other people.and tell other people that her son so sad.because my husband doesnt have 'A GOOD JOB'(but to be honest $85.000 a year is not bad!) anyway since we have our baby i am not working anymore.We decided we wanted to rent an apartment.But turned out they always rejected our applications.So we decided it is better for me and our baby to move back to my country, Indonesia.So me and my baby will have a better life in there.Coz as you know that living in Indonesia very cheap compare in here Sydney!!but my husband going to stay in australia and keep working and send money to Indonesia for us.We know that long distance relationahip is NOT GOOD and we know that we might seperate forever and we might find another partner.We really sad.We dont wanna do it but we sort of jave to! This is for our baby to be able to have better future.We as a parent fo not want to be selfish.We are thinking about her.So what do you think Mummas??Is it worth it?should i go back to indonesia with my baby and living comfortably and let my husband working hard (he is working in the factory!! lifting bags 2000kgs perday😭).And we might not gonna be together. Need your opinion Mummas..Please be nice😊 Thank you mummas..