I need to vent because I’m overwhelmed

Marlaina

I’m seven weeks pregnant and before getting pregnant I wasn’t always the healthiest I am 188 pounds and 5’0 since I got pregnant I haven’t been the same I been way more tired and super nauseous I feel like all day just being in bed but i get upset because I want to get up and clean and get ready and go out and eat like before but I can’t. Today I just had this major headaches I can’t get rid of and blurry vision and I am pretty sure I’m gonna be diabetic when I go to the doctors. Before getting pregnant I had a uti and nurse told me I had some protein in my urine but since my job was mostly on my feet and being active she suspected that was the reason. I’m pretty sure it’s diabetic. I’m scared and sometimes wanna cry for how much my life has changed. I’m forever grateful to be pregnant but it’s so stressful. I’m ready to do whatever doctors tell me to weather it be new diet , insulin and pills I don’t care just want a healthy me and healthy baby but deep down I’m so stressed and scared. 😏 my doctors appointment is tomorrow with a ob and I’m gonna tell them this to so they can put me on any medication or treatment they need to im just really scared.