so, I’m going to start off with some like history maybe.... In my family I have always been the one to always be focused on school, my extra curriculars and making my family and parents proud of me and what I do.

I am now 17 , 18 in September, and I have my first real like hard crush. And he is 16, 17 in December but I’ve never even thought age to be a problem at all. Weird kinda story too, it happens to be my best friends brother. And it hasn’t even been a long crush either because his sister and I just got really close maybe in April?? And he started jokingly telling his sister that I was gonna be his ‘lil baby’ to make her mad , and then every time we would leave school he would always be like bye love you and I would just blow it off.

Well recently we started hanging out, like I would go to his house every morning before work to see him and if I went to town at night I would go by again to see him. One time I actually went inside (after a couple weeks of us talking) and his mom introduced me to his dad as his girlfriend 🤦🏻‍♀️ don’t get me wrong I wanna be his girlfriend but I’m not sure how everyone will feel about it.

He was the first boy to hold my hand, he got my first kiss and my first,, makeout sesh ... i guess??? He even uh gave me my first hickey.. And he even took me on my first date

Now the problem?? Wellllllll; first his sister, she says she doesn’t care and it doesn’t bother her but what if she’s just saying that to make us happy?

My dad; I’ve never had a boyfriend and honestly I’ve never talked to him about boys in general and I’m not sure with how he will feel. I don’t think he will be mad but I’m worried he will say no not right now it’s your senior year you need to focus.

My mom is perfectly okay, she’s the one that knew about my date and she even invited him over for our 4th of July party and to spend the night (on the couch) , only because my mom lives an hour away from the town I’m from.

Sooooo if you took time and read this THANK YOU