I’m petrified

Jade • Baby girl no 2 due April 2020

Help! I’m 5 weeks 4 days and I’ve had a previous miscarriage...

each time I wee I’m petrified I’m checking all the time to ensure there is no blood.

I have sore boobs and been experiencing sickness but I can’t shake this feeling that I’m going to lose my baby and I’m so scared!

Any cramps or unusual feeling I think oh this is it!

I’m totally losing my mind as well as trying to convince myself it’s all going to be okay!

Anyone else feeling this??