Ladies!!!

My DH and I are in our first month TTC. Being recently diagnosed with PCOS, I’ve been super scared for how this is going to go for us. My OB put me on Provera to stop a 64 day bleed and asked me to wait until the following month of Provera to start using my Femara (Letrozole)! I am on CD 6 today and just had to see if ovulation was going to happen. I for some underlying, anxiety filled reason, always felt like being a Mom was going to be hard for me. Don’t get me wrong, I know we are not to that point yet and there are so many things between now and then, but I used an OPK anyway.

So, here I go to the bathroom with my cup and strip in hand. Prepare to pee in a cup and...

What am I going to see... Do I want to do this... am I prepared for disappointment...

“Shut up, Kortnie... life will be ok... you’re just getting started... breathe!”

Now the test. Stuck it in the cup for 30 seconds and laid it on the counter and walked away. My anxiety can stand there waiting on this. Set my timer for 3 minutes...

Ok. Here I go... into the bathroom like...

I can’t wait any longer!!!! Too excited, but so nervous... is this gonna be real soon? Am I really going to get to baby dance!!!

I get to the bathroom door and I am all like...

I look at the test. Read it! And can’t believe my eyes!!! Y’all a SECOND LINE IS THERE!!!

It may still be negative, but it’s there!!! Getting sooo close!!!!!