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This JUST happened!!!!!

Okay you guys, So I made a post before about my boyfriend & his masturbation problem. I've tried everything in me to tell/show him that I'm ok with it as long as it didn't become a problem between us. (2 years we've been together) For the past few months I've been woken up with him moving so much and the bed shaking disturbing my sleep. So there would be really bad arguments to fights Bc he doesn't want to own up to doing it like a little ass boy!!. He stopped doing it (as) much for the past 2 weeks, & I mean (scoff) come on. . . . .

So I didn't Complain...

The past few or more days, he's been doing it again a lot next to me, waking me up again and he swear he wasn't doing it, blaming his uncomfortably, broke ass, raggedy ass bed!!🙄 So this morning I woke up noticing that he wasn't next to me (like normally sometimes)..

So I get up, creep to the 1st bathroom. . he's not there! Creep to the 2nd bathroom, & the door is cracked with the light on so I creep to the crack of the door and just watched what he was doing the whole time. . .

He's On freaking Pornhub on his phone with headphones in looking through videos!! . Im assuming that I came too late bcus he seemed as if he was done already .. MY PROBLEM IS, WE JUST HAD SEX LAST NIGHT & AFTER HE FELL ASLEEP I WOKE HIM UP TO SOME DEEP THROAT/HAND JOB TYPE SHIT, SO THAT WAS HIS 3RD TIME BUSTING A NUT LAST NIGHT .... WHY IS HE DOING THIS? THE SHIT THAT HE SWEARS HE'S NOT DOING? ONLY WHEN IM ON MY PERIOD HE SAYS!!!

BULLSHIT, BULLSHIT, BULLSHIT!!!

I saw some old messages back when he was dicking his life away through females and i saw that he said that he had a "high sex drive" Kus he would be coming on to his friends a lot and they didn't really react to it (SOME OF THEM) he had 7+ female bestfriends and he lied about fucking them and ended up telling me the truth about him fucking all of them before, AFTER he made me meet them and almost become friends with.. They're cool tbh but its just HIM HIM HIM!! He STILL HAS A HIGH SEX DRIVE!!! He loves #BUSTY women!! . has porn videos saved in his phone in places he thinks I won't find.. like im in love with him but I'm starting to not feel the same bcus of this shit & how he's dealing with it.. Dick ain't that amazing to me for me to live stressed out for the rest of my life, !! And Oh! when he gets drunk which is every damn night!! he has this SICK habbit of bringing up other women or bitches he use to fuck on/with and his old sex stories and what was he thinking .. or even the ones he ENJOYED!! (I'm the type that he can tell anything too) but men easily always fuck that up for themselves then blame us for not being who we said we were.. "Quote, Unquote" ✌✌ *TUH.#!!!!

And I swear to y'all on everything I Love that I catch him "IN THE ACT" looking at other women and their bodies. he thinks I won't see it all the time. especially if we're around company but still in public sight.. . he's said before that he don't be looking and I'm tripping.. Yeah ok!!

He's also said he "likes" Ass and titties and fine bitches but "LOVES" me .. Yeah ok!!!

I'm starting to think he told his previous idiot gfs that shit too!! The girl before me (his ex) as he said"LET HIM fuck other bitches!!!" bcus SHE felt like SHE couldn't take his BIG Dick!!

He knows to not even play with me like that , knowing I'm bisexual. Im supposed too love my man and this relationship!! Not people's personal sexual desires!! unless its ours with each other bc that's how its supposed too be!! I was always going to give him a 3some (he claims he never had) but I find hard to believe. He have dreams of me and another woman fucking him together.. like I just don't trust him enough to allow him to enter inside another woman. Fuck this, if that's what he wants then he can have that life without me!!

God why do I always end up with the idiot Man that can't control his DICK??😑