I’m laying here breastfeeding my 2 month old and crying. I’m probably crying for the stupidest most selfish reason. My husband has been off for 2 days now and all we have been doing is cleaning the ENTIRE house. I’m frustrated because I’m tired of being home, he asked for 2 days off to take our boys out and spend time together. I was looking forward to that because we are usually home and the weekend we spend the weekend with his family so we don’t really spend time only the 5 of us. We were supposed to go to the zoo, he didn’t wake up. Then later on in the day I asked if we were almost done and he laughed and said have you seen the mess?? I don’t know why that really hurt my feelings. After, he said when we were done we would leave but by this point I was mad and undressed the baby and the began taking things out of the fridge to cook now we argued about it and he said I should be grateful he wants to help around the house. So now I’m just lying here not knowing what to do, crying and feeling selfish because maybe he is right....I just needed to vent I guess.