As we all know (unless you’re like...on the other side of the world) its Summer time. This means that mosquitos are abundant, the heat is horrible, and flies as well as bees are everywhere. Basically every annoyance you could ever think of is ..very abundant. My problems have literally ..skyrocketed since school ended, even though I thought life would be amazing come summer time. I was wrong. I just feel like venting out everything that’s wrong.

I’m pretty sure I’m on the cusp of a mental breakdown. So I’ll list all of my problems down below and hopefully it therapeutically cures me. Whatever that’s supposed to mean.

1. I barely go clothes shopping anymore. This says a lot because ..every other week I’d usually go. It was actually rare that I didn’t get a new add on to my wardrobe every few days. Though this isn’t the problem ..so don’t go thinking I’m some spoiled brat. The problem is..I’m a jeans and shirt girl. Which means anywhere I’m going I’m wearing jeans and a shirt, maybe a sweater sometimes. Because of this and because of the fact that I haven’t been clothes shopping since May...I have no shorts or tanks. It’s summer time as we known, it’s extremely hot and we only have one air condition in our house. My room isn’t the biggest and is painted dark green and my furniture is black. Yippe!! More heat for me. I have one fan which is always trained on me but may as well be pushing out fire infused air. I’m hot and sticky all of the time. So here I am in jeans and a shirt burning up, sweating, and sticky because I have no shorts or tanks to wear. Not to mention that I can’t even get my hair done without sweating it out within hours which is an entirely different problem that’ll be ranted about another time.

2. I’m on my period of course. I’m sure that I don’t have to explain to you lovely ladies why that’s a problem. I’m hot, sticky, sweating, and on my period. This means I’m constantly hungry, in a bad mood, wanting to scream at the world, and cramping. How lucky am I 😂? I have cramps out of this world, and it’s killing me inside....literally.

3. I’m bloated and I can’t poo. I know this information seems really personal but that’s exactly why I’m anonymous. Because I can’t even explain the pain I’ve been through pushing on that bowl for 15 minutes. I know lots of girls out there go through this ..don’t say you guys don’t.

4. I’m babysitting. More than anything I wish that I could lay across my bed freely. But no because I’m babysitting my 7 year old sister and will be for awhile so I can barely do anything because of the heat.

5. Lately there’s been lots of flies in my house. I’m talking I’ve killed about 5 alone yesterday all in my room. I have no idea where they’re coming from but I have a very irrational fear of flying insects and spiders. Sue me🤷‍♀️, but I’d rather speak in front of a crowd (I have anxiety) than deal with any flying insect. There’s tons of them all around and its irritating as all fuck. I’m the type of person that sees bugs and begins to itch. So just imagine my pain. I’m hot and sticky, on my period, and itchy.

....These are the reasons why I’m sure by the time next week comes I’ll have had a mental break down ...

PEACE ✌️