so on June 17, three days befor my birthday I met up with this guy. I didn’t expect for anything to happen between be and him, but we ended up having sex. In the middle of us having sex I rolled on top, and took control. for a brief 45 seconds I hopped off and at that time he was cumming but NEVER told me. being that he didn’t tell me the finished, I began riding him and taking back control. I noticed his legs were shaking, and his eyes kept rolling and I asked if he was about to cum. that’s when he told me that he already did. I jumped off and stood up trying to push it out of me and stupid stuff.

basically he said that he couldn’t tell me before o got back on him because I moved too fast. we say there for about 13 minutes talking about what the fuck had happened. he apologized, and asked me what we were gonna do. I told him I’m not getting an abortion if I do get pregnant and he said that he wouldn’t want me to but neither of us can afford a baby. he had to go pick up his siblings from the mall so he ended up leaving me by myself to think of what to do.

I researched more for this that I did in HS for any school paper. I came across Plan B. I shot him a text and asked him to go get me one before he went home. I had already turned my alarm system on so I could NOT just get up and walk out of the house. I asked him to wrap it up, and then I’d get it in the morning when I woke up. I got up around 5/6 am. And took my puppy outside and grabbed the bags with the pill inside before anyone saw me. I took it inside, read the directions, and I took the Plan B with a jug of cranberry juice.

Now it’s a waiting game. My period is supposed to come on in about three to four days. I need honest advice without judgement, and I feel as though this is the best place for that. I’ll update y’all when I can.