Today I am 35 after a loss in Feb it has been an uphill battle against anxiety, cycle changes and hormones. My body is just getting back to normal this cycle and I am just getting used to the new me. I have struggled with an old friend...smoking since my miscarriage. We have not tried to concieve since my miscarriage. There is alot of information saying 35 your ovaries are dead. While there is some truth to declining fertility I am not out yet. I refuse to let generalizations of age saying I cant have a baby. Today is the day I take back my body, quit smoking and quit having myself a pity party. Miscarriages are hard on not just you but your spouse or partner. I rarely bare soul and quietly remain stoic but I figured maybe this will reach someone knowing they are not alone.

Above all never ever give up. Today is the day whatever you or I are struggling with we give up to whatever we believe in. We will beat whatever we are struggling with. Above all be kind to one another.