Just like that...

Oh. Okay.

And just like that, I understand why my on and off 3 almost 4 year relationship didn’t truly workout. I always looked for a reason, because I REALLY DID love him SO HARD I was convinced we were perfect for each other, in every way.

No matter what, we would always end up talking to each other because we could just “feel” something was wrong with the other one, no matter how mad we were. And 10/10 times we were correct. We DID have a special connection, on another level... during it all he was my best friend. Even now, I AM in committed relationship, and me and him have been over for a little over 2 years now, and I still think about him. I know** deep in my heart, I would never take him back, unless he just did something insanely crazy to profess his love for me. I’m talking bout getting my name tattooed on his eyeballs or something🤣🤣🤣 JUST KIDDING, I could never let go the boyfriend I have now💕 but even though I have this immense love for the man I’m dating now, I did always wonder why my “first love” never worked out. Just random night thoughts. I never “missed” it or “wanted it back”. A long time ago, I got over the hurt, the pain, and I understood that we were not good for each other, that we should not be together anymore. We were different people now, and life works in crazy ways to each us lessons. But I always wondered WHAT EXACT lesson would that be?

BUT THIS. This just did something to my spirit. I’m at rest now. 💟

I hope this helps somebody like it just did me, INSTANTLY🌸

He needed my love more than he needed ME, and that was one thing I gave him IN ABUNDANCE!!