pregnancy 5 weeks

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im just starting to feel sickly of a morning but no going sick yet and im glad i also have an appoinment with my midwife for the first time in 2 weeks me and my bf are having our first baby so its all new to me ive been buying little bibs and toys it isnt to soon is it ???? i still live at home so i have to move my bed room around its just a lovely feeling im really nervous but excited as my bf didnt have a dad when he was little he did for the first 5 years and then his dad decided he didnt want to know him which really upsets me because his dad has a son age 14 now and mentions him a lot on facebook and my bf h9as been getting upset lately but i keep reminding him that he doesnt need that piece of shit and will be a dad himself soon and my dad decided to have an affair on my mum 15 years ago all his doing i hardly see him maybe once every 5 months whne he can be bothered i told him i was pregnant took him a while to just write congratulations and that was it and hasnt asked how i am since so he wont be stepping up to be a grandad but i have my gorgeous mum who is very supportive and loving and caring shes my angel and i have my mums family and bfs nan and grandad who are so lovely in every way and im really close to and ther so excited so here goes my little journey congrats to all you first time mums 😘😘😘😘😘