I’m seventeen and it sucks so bad. I want to have sex and I’m actually scared for my future I have legitimately cried to my boyfriend about being terrified that I can’t have sex (or wear tampons ever) in the future and that this “condition” could obviously obstruct me from having kids. It worries me and I should NOT be worried about this at this age. I swear I wouldn’t be obsessive over it if I didn’t know what I was talking about. But people need to know that this is a true thing that a lot of girls have.

I absolutely hate and am so tired of having to tell people and girls I meet over and over again; “No. I don’t need a tampon. I can’t use them. I asked for a pad. My body won’t let me use tampons. No, the sex was not enjoyable. No, I don’t enjoy wearing pads every period I have. No, I don’t enjoy not being able to have sex! and “Yes, I’m putting the tampons in right. Yes, we tried foreplay. Yes, I’ve never been able to use tampons for 6 years!

I hate it, but I have to live with it until I can get it checked out and have the balls to tell my mother that 1 I’ve had sex and 2 except not really because I think I have vaginismus!

Anyways I guess the point of this is all just to let people know they’re not alone!