No TTC for me

My fiancé and I have been trying for 7 months now.

I got of the depo almost a year ago and I actually was starting to lose hope that I would never get pregnant or have my period again

We are also planning to get married May of 2019 and yes I’m excited but all I can think about is getting pregnant

I started bleeding on my birthday which was June 28 so I started feeling like there was hope I was so excited

That’s when my fiancé dumped on me that I’d either have to wait after the wedding or push the wedding back if we did get pregnant and it just tore me up. Then we made the plan of TTC for July and if it didn’t work we would TTC a month or two before the wedding

But I felt he’s lying because he leaves for work on the 16th and I won’t be to see him for the rest of the month and I feel betrayed especially since my body is still bleeding