Bah bah ugh 😡😡😡😡😡😡 I have been trying so hard to hold back all the tears but they just keep knocking on the door... Today I found out my co-worker is pregnant she is my age has been with her boyfriend for a little over a year and it was 100% by accident ... I tried so so hard to be nice and to be happy but I just want to sit down and cry why can't I just have my lucky break why does God want to punish me by waiting all this time everyone around me sneezes and gets pregnant blah blah ugh grrrr