Where to now

Azea

So long story short my dad kicked me out. His daughter he canes to love yeah he kicked me out. Reasoning is basically he got remarried on Friday and I didn’t go to the ceremony because I had work and he sprung it on my three days before hand and my job needs more time. I took off anyway but now before arguing with him about how inconsiderate he was being to me for not telling me in advance. The day if I was going to go but then my brother told me my dad said he didn’t care if I went insinuating that he didn’t care if I went because I was unimportant. So I basically thought fuck him im not going so I didn’t. I don’t really care for it because I have a feeling it’s going to fail my dad has anger, control, and drinking problems so I actually feel bad for the lady. Then when he was gone i had some friends over to sleepover which has never been a problem before but all the sudden it’s a huge deal.

He came in my room and basically kicked me out and honeslty he’s always so mad at me and making me feel bad. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and my dad won’t even give me my medication but then calls me dramatic for having breakdowns after arguments when he’s manipulative and mean. I kinda think of this if a releif but everyone’s telling me to like talk with him and apologize but I’m kinda liking not having any rules and no more pain from him. I’m moving away to college in august anyway and I’m ganna be 18 in three weeks anyway. I was also thinking well if he wants to be such a prick illleave him with my student loan that’s in his name. He wants to be the worst well enjoy 15,000 dollars.

Am I overreacting because I really don’t wanna go crawling back to him. I don’t wanna give him that satisfaction id much rather sell myself to eat then crawl back to him. Whos in the wrong me or him?