sosense I was 15 I weighed about 300lbs, from antidepressants, mood stabilizers, and antipsychotic drugs. this year (ten years later) I now weigh 190, I am in a stable relationship, have a control on my mental health, and I am starting to venture out of the baggy clothes, and one piece swim gear. although, I still have some way to go. I thought I would share, see what other women think. I am too afraid to go to the swimming pool. this is just the top, I am wearing shorts for the bottom.