My husband and I are 32 and 31. I have had multiple pregnancies and not all of them have been great in fact two out of my 8 pregnancies were perfectly healthy. lots of miscarriages and surgeries to remove ectopic pregnancies. We were actually talking about maybe having one more around 35, but to our surprise we are currently pregnant. I am terrified and have high blood pressure and anxiety. A leathal combination when your "7" week ultrasound shows you actually measuring at 6 weeks and no yolk sac or fetal pole was detected. So another ultrasound is scheduled for tomorrow, one week after the last and I am so scared, cause I am worried this will be my last chance as I will be getting my tubes tied for health reasons. I can't talk to my husband about it openly cause he has distanced himself from this pregnancy and I realized that I wanted this so much more than I thought. So, for everyone on here, whether you pray, worship, meditate, or whatever else there is, will. you please keeps me in your thoughts as I feel seriously alone and don't know how I am going to handle bad news. Thank you for your time and efforts. God bless and keep you all safe and give you all strong healthy pregnancies.

Sincerely,

Worried and Afraid....