Dear Future Love

Though we haven’t met I hope that u treat me with the up most respect and care for me as I will care for you. I’ve been lied to so many times that I don’t trust(believe??)in love any more ...What is love??...How does Love feel??...Is love real??...As I question my self on why I’m always let down I wonder am I the problem...Am I not girly enough??...Am I too independent??...Is me trusting others keeping me bound in a world of loneliness ?? Or Am I to “ugly” to even be wanting someone to love me ?? I just hope and pray that you Love my every flaw and insecurity just as much as I do and as much as I will LOVE you🤷🏾‍♀️