TWW sucks - just want to vent

12DPO at the moment and AF due in 2 days 14th June. Had lots of symptoms over the last week but now I feel like there more pms related and that my body is gearing up for AF 😩 Really wish TTC was easier. Have an amazing DH but it is hard for him to relate (as expected) but he tries so hard to help! Fingers crossed I’m wrong and am preg! But otherwise AF better be soon so I can get it over and done with and try again 😔