Feeling bad

I haven’t really loved being pregnant so far, and lately it’s just been worse.. I have depression and lately it’s been rearing it’s ugly head.. I’ve been weaning off of my Zoloft because it isn’t recommended during the 3rd trimester (I’m 23 weeks now) I think that’s part of the problem.. I had sex with my husband last night and legit sobbed at the end, it didn’t hurt, it actually felt great, but I was so overcome with hormones I cried.. I hate not feeling like myself, like I’m a giant mess.. I feel useless and ugly.. this is sucky..