am I in love????

so a guy i had sex with multiple times back in november 2017- february 2018, move to oregon in april 2018. so he came to town in late may and ended up messaging me how he would message me to go over. i was out of town that weekend so i didn’t reply cuz i was like i’m over it. by the way, after he left to oregon before, he messaged me a few times asking for nudes. and he would still see my snapchat story if that means anything. anyway since that time he messaged me back in may, he’s been constantly in my mind. and i often hav dreams i’m having sex with him. let me get to the point now. i don’t know if i actually just missed his dick or i actually in a way was and am in love with him. like it kinda hurts to think about him. and i’m pretty sure now he has moved on because he came to town 4th july week and like he didn’t message me or anything. and i know it’s for like literally hinting at him i’m over it. but right now i’m far from that