Ugh so tired of negatives πŸ’”πŸ’”

I took a test this morning bfn I really thought I did everything right! Been trying for 1 year and 5 months. I have a daughter she tells me she wants a sister or brother to play with seeing her face makes me so sad. The one thing she really wants I can’t give her πŸ’”πŸ˜«πŸ˜’πŸ˜­πŸ’”