I’m so horny (eating food makes it worse¿)

I had sex for the first time exactly a year ago ago and I’ve not had sex ever since. The last time i had any sexual encounter was last august.

Yeah as you can tell, it’s been a long while. I’m so horny, and I’m not one to have f-buddies or one night stands (unfortunately). I have nothing against it but I’m more of a hopeless romantic so it’s very hard for me!

And whenever I eat i get so horny, I don’t why or what’s wrong with me?? I don’t know why I get that feeling whilst eating.

I just miss kissing, touching and all that stuff. Not necessarily sex you know. What can I do

I literally cannot take it anymore. Especially when I see couples, it makes me feel so lonely.

I’m gonna be 19 in a month so I can go out clubbing to meet new people but I don’t like going out alone. I don’t really have friends either. I have three but I don’t see them all the time.