boy issues.

so there’s this guy. and i’ve like him for almost a year now. we are best friends. and that’s the problem. i like him a whole lot but fuckk i don’t wanna ruin the friendship we have by dating. we’ve messed around quite a bit too. he makes me so happy. but there’s also another problem tho. it feels like he fw so many other girls. i trust him with my life just not with my love. i want to, i really do. but he’s the kind of guy that every girl wants because he’s unpredictable and crazy. he’s such a rebel and every girl likes that. i just don’t know what to do about the whole situation. i just don’t wanna lose this kid. he will always have a place in my heart.