Complaining

I don’t want to complain, but I’m 30 weeks & the last couple of weeks have had terrible back & muscle pains.. I’ve had some inflammation near my ribs. It hurts to sleep many night esp since I can’t lie on my back. I’m exhausted now like I was in my 1st trimester & my emotions/hormones are all over the place again. Don’t get me wrong.. I’m so thankful to be pregnant & I love feeling this baby grow & move 😍 but I have friends & other’s who say “I feel the same.. I feel great.. I’ve had no changes really.. I love being pregnant..” & I’m just like why can’t I feel that way 😭 not to mention my boobs were already a 34d before pregnancy & I’m only 5’4 118lbs pre pregnancy & now they’re 36dd & that doesn’t help my pain any 😩 is it bad I’m already ready to have him? I’d never wish that as I want him to be healthy, but I jus needed to vent 🤷🏻‍♀️ if you even read this thanks for listening 😬