Today I found out my just turned 15 year old cousin has shot and killed herself barely weeks after the one year anniversary death of her loving mother.

Not only has she taken her life but she took the lives around with her.

The torment and agony of this loss is something I cannot fathom. I need to post this so i can reach out to YOU. The person reading this. If you are having plans or thoughts to kill you self . Stop. Don’t . Please I am begging you don’t do it . You are so loved . You are loved so much a complete stranger is reaching out to you in the only way I can possibly think of. Stop those thoughts. I am here for you. I love you and I need you here to be alive and not go in such a tragic way. Things are difficult I get that. I do understand what it feels like to be at your wits end that you just can’t deal with it anymore but it’s not worth it. For as long as I could understand the concept of suicide I have gone through those thoughts , I would cut , burn , anything you could think of . Now, I’m 21 and so happy I never ended my life because THINGS DO GET BETTER. It may not be better now but I promise you with every ounce of love and begging IT DOES NOT LAST. Ending your life is what makes the agony and pain last. Please reach out for help . Reach out for help in me, look up apps on your App Store for anything that can help you get through your pain if you just can’t bare the overwhelming thought of going to someone just please don’t end your beautiful life . It’s not worth it. It doesn’t make it better. I love you . You’re worth it to stay alive. Just hold on and find the courage to go on a little longer. Please.