7 days late

I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks about 2 months ago due to blighted ovum pregnancy. Me and my partner decided to try again and I am now 7 days late, I have had spotting twice on different days. I don’t want to try the stick because it didn’t work out for me my first pregnancy, I don’t know if to go to the clinic and get a test done or just wait longer. I am really afraid because I don’t want to be disappointed again but I really want to know if I am or not pregnant ☹️