i’m pregnant

hi, i’m only 17 and i’m pregnant. Please anyone who is or has been a teen mum can they message me and give me some advice because i’m struggling already and i’m only a couple of weeks in, i’m against having an abortion because i believe in the whole it’s still a life i would be taking if i had one but i don’t know if i am able to go through with it. My boyfriend will support me through the birth but he’s telling me if i had an abortion then he don’t know if he can be with me anymore because i’m taking away the life of his baby, please someone give me some advice because i mentally can’t cope right now :((( xx