Never had a job.

I’m 18. I’m a SAHM, and I’ve never had a job or my license. My SO works 70 hours a week and it makes me feel so shitty. I never finished school either but am currently working on getting my GED. I gave birth to our daughter at 16 & we decided if I did have a job the money would all go to daycare or a babysitter. I can’t drive so I also don’t know how I’d get back and forth to work or daycare. My SO works all day so he couldnt take me. It makes me depressed knowing I haven’t had a job I feel lost and like I’m a huge failure at life. The reason I don’t have my license is because I’m terrified of driving. Even riding with people I get anxious. I’m trying to work past it and get my learners and then eventually practice driving. I just need to vent. I do take care of our daughter and our house is always clean but I feel like it’s not enough 😩

EDIT: thank you all so much. I was expecting to get a lot of backlash but I’m so glad I got the opposite. 💓