senior year

let me just start by saying that if your going to judge or have any harsh comments, DELETE YOSELF AND GET OFF. so im 16, skipped a year and am graudating early. I wanna go to college and major in marine biology, get a licsense in realty and cosmetology. I had all these plans. ive tried applying to everyplace, to 5 different places and none of them have called back or hired me. i need a car and money for college and rent. idk what to do. i feel so stuck and not just that but my life is literally a very dramatic tv show. (this is the part where u dont judge me) ive dated soooo many guys, serious relationship ones since i was 12 cause when i was 12 i was raped and i feel like ever since then my mentality has been like im 30. well anyways ive dated many guys, mostly guys a couple years older then me. Anyways i fell in love, hes 20 and might get a place in this town four hours away and wants me to move in. I dont mind living and going to college there. i have friends there and i can do everything there but idk about rent. idk where i could get a job and im very poor. i feel like i cant pull my own weight. not just that but i might be pregnant. (dont judge) but he came in me and i took plan b but then he came in me again. i feel so scared just to know if i am or not. life is a huge mess.