trying to embrace it but...

pregnancy can really suck. the last few days I've encountered a fun New symptom... I burp up vomit after eating. feeling nauseous today. ugh. I had enough of this in the first 16 weeks. and now sitting in my chair at work is awful. i have to sit a certain way or I feel like my entire torso is being squashed. 74 days to go. and I can't wait. I'm so grateful to be pregnant because it's an amazing thing. but it's so damn uncomfortable and I'm so sick of putting a smile on and lying when people ask how I'm feeling. a relative recently had a stillborn and I just feel like I look ungrateful and rude and I feel guilty if I don't just act Happy & appreciative to still be pregnant and healthy. 😭 it's all making me so depressed and I just don't want to be around anyone. I just sit home alone because my husband is away for work most days. I just needed to get it all off my chest. this experience has sucked. I'm excited for the next part but I'm over pregnancy.