I feel like a terrible person 😭😭😭

Ashley

Ok so I'm expecting our 1st child in October. I'm excited but yet I'm just overwhelmed with fear. Ok so I just booked a cruise for my husband and I. It'll be our first real vacation together and we have been together for 12 yrs. Well we have 2 furry children that I love with all of my being. They make me happy when I'm sad. My littlest one snuggles with me every night. They make me feel safe. It may sound weird but the are my best friends. Well I'm sitting here thinking Omg who is going to take care of the dogs when we are gone? Our child will be 1 yr when we leave to go on the cruise and she will stay at my sister in laws, which I'm pretty sure my dogs will stay over there as well as she loves my furries as well hahaha. I'm scared tho that my dogs are going to have to sleep on the floor or that they are not going to get attention. Goodness gracious just slap me now lol. So ridiculous I tell ya. I'm basically at this point not feeling that much of a connection with this child living inside my body right now and I feel bad. I'm 26 weeks and 2 days and I'm over it. Someone tell me that some how they feel the same way hahahaha.