I make sure to always wash my lady parts everyday for him and even have certain products for her too but we got into an argument where I was saying how I don’t like how he doesn’t wash his hands when he touches me. I thought the white stuff might have been from when we were eating food and it got on his beard and dropped while he was eating me out. But now I’m just embarrassed of myself and he already knows I’m insecure of my body as it is. I broke up with him because he continued to call me unsanitary when he knows that I wash my lady parts everyday for him.

FYI: we were in the dark when he was eating me out and the only source of light was a lava lamp !! he threw away what was on my lady bits before I could have a chance to see what it was !!

Edit:months ago he told me he didn’t love me because his excuse was that he wasn’t feeling the love back and I knew I should’ve left him there and then I knew I deserved better but whenever I bring it up he says if he really didn’t love me he wouldn’t have done all these sacrifices for me. I’m so conflicted and embarrassed of my own body atm