Lost another Rainbow Baby YESTERDAY

Long heartbreaking post with graphic photo of my Angel. I, regrettably, have a strong history on miscarriages. 6 weeks and earlier I always have this unfortunate occurrence. well, thank God, I do have my beautiful 15 month old son that proves I can indeed go almost full term. he was 6 weeks early. Now this time, we made it past 6 weeks and I was feeling good and doing everything right. I started to spot bleed last Tuesday, nothing that would touch a pad just when I wiped. I wasn't concerned because I bled more with my son's pregnancy and I bled the first 5 months everyday. I woke up to excruciating pain at 4am and held it together until 630am when I couldn't anymore and called the M.D.. I actually had my first prenatal visit scheduled for 2pm. He said. go to the ER and let's make sure you're all ok. The pain worsens and I went to urinate after the ultrasound that just showed we were fine. my baby came right out in a gush. the bag intact with my rainbow inside, placenta, and a cyst that had just ruptured. I was devastated! I collected my baby and they checked me out again. they took, with my consent because the doctor wants to run tests, the baby. I can pick him/her up in 24-72 hours. I've wanted to see a specialist but after the $250-500 consultation, and quotes from 4 others, we don't have that kind of money. I know that things happen for a reason and trust God implicitly. I'm ok, I have my moments.

UPDATE 7/20: Went for my follow up today. having some complications due to still bleeding quite a bit and had more tissue removed. If it doesn't slow down this evening, I have to go in tomorrow morning for surgery.