I was 16 when I met you, you wanted a baby and I was naive and wanted to make you happy, so at 17 I had our son, at 19 I had our second son and that's when things changed. I don't know what it was but you didn't like me having a life, didn't want me to do my hair, lose weight, put on nice clothes but yet you would call me ugly and fat and complain I never made an effort but when I did make an effort you said I was stupid for trying and was still ugly and fat. at 5 ft 5 I was 105lbs because of you constantly calling me fat I believed it. fast forward to age 22, I wasn't allowed friends, wasn't allowed to see my family, was constantly accused of cheating, you called me a bad mother every day, said I was worthless, useless, pathetic, ugly, fat, wished my family dead, the list goes on... I was depressed until I started playing an online game and on this online game I met someone who told me I was beautiful, a great mother, and I didn't deserve what you was doing to me. age 23, I developed feelings for this friend, you knew it, you saw me talking o them all on the game and accused me of it many times, though I didn't plan on acting on these feelings until one day... you hit me for talking to them and told me to never speak to them again, I refused, you got angry and hurt me infront of the kids. after that day I didn't hold back my feelings anymore and I emotionally cheated on you. we grew closer, 5 months on we planned to meet, we met, he knew all about you. he held me in his arms like you never had, we went for coffee and a chat and I came back home and left you and started a relationship with him. It was the best decision of my life.