Feelings

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Myself and my ex were trying to conceive, when I did he decided he didn't want it and it wasn't the right time. He then told me he had got another girl pregnant and she was due soon. I kept the baby because it's what i wanted to do. He text me to say she had the baby. But now I'm doubting my feelings for my own baby and do I still want it. I literally feel like I can't breathe and the winds taken out of me.