6 weeks 1 day ABSOLUTELY MISERABLE

I’ve had constant nausea for a week and it won’t stop. The only thing that helps is Dramamine N, which I found just two days ago but it makes me so exhausted I can barely even type this. I’m so irritable and feel so helpless. I’m at the point where I just don’t even want to be pregnant anymore. My fiancé isn’t a help either. He gets bored bc he’s home with me all day and I can’t do anything. And he always gets butt hurt cause I’m f***ing miserable and don’t want to have sex. I just want everything to go back to normal. I want to be myself again and not this pukey disgusting zombie woman who can BARELY take care of herself. I used to want 5 kids and I was SO excited to be pregnant but now I don’t even want this one, this is a f***ing nightmare and I still have eight months left of this. I don’t know if I can do it.